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muscle pain... Gym for the first time. i hate weights, it makes me short. when i go gym the next time, im not gonna touch the weights cos im gonna grow taller in Jesus name.
Went to meet gerv and Jon after that to buy Jon's i touch. Went to chill out at tanglin after that... freaking walk in the rain again when we were heading back home. This time, it was some light rain. Gerv got Jon pisssed by telling him that he could have gotten his i touch a hundred dollars cheaper after he bought it. LOL, If it was me, i would probably be like.. wth..tell me earlier la. Went home after that.
[ 9:36 AM ]
Under Pressure. I wished i had a reset button. Well, ill have my way when im dreaming. No running away from reality, u shit. Oh God, allow me to use more of my freaking brain. I cant hold out that long, Oh My God. I need to seriously GET A LIFE, a NEW one. I dislike the feeling of being sandwiched, Oh my Fucking God. Brace... High brace...Throw my brain away, I cant think properly for shit now. Aaron is a stupid boy for not asking Jesus to help him. I dun give a shit right now, let me be stupid for 10 minutes first, thn I ask for help. So retarded...But who cares. LET ME BE!!! Why am i regreting doing those things so much now. OMG, did I made the wrong choice? I thought i made those choices in christ. Doubting...Dont care, I will stand in the middle of the shit and wait to die. Maybe ill try something to survive, but ill just wait for God to save me, the most, suffer the consequences. I hate to lose, but i am so so so so, tired. Ahh, rest. I cant even rest properly? Jab me with some miricle drug so that i can rest without thinking of those shit. Favour and wisdom are the most important things. Well, i think im quite done being stupid. Turn to Jesus for he is my wisdom and favour. I dont care if its true or not, but i will just follow blindly. Worth a try, anyway, i think im screwed badly enough already. I really cant bring myself to think that favour and wisdom is that true. All i know is that i follow the bible. Well, just said it out a second ago. I said that Jesus is my favour and wisdom, lets see what will happen to my situation. Im feeling a little better now, but still in the state of staring into blank space for a few seconds occasionally. OMG, since when am I such a weakling. I was being such a stupid kid just now. I shall fear nothing because God is with me. My God had gave his all for me already, and Im gonna take it ALL. I am not going to regret. If i have to pick up shit, Jesus will pick it up with me. No fear, no regrets, only the peace of God. Ahh, Jesus is my wisdom and favour, period. I am a king and priest. I will reign, and anything i touch, becomes blessed. Know what Jesus told me? He said not to fear the shadow of valley of death. He also said that I will succeed and I should expect the best. The results will turn out to be much more then i expected. Ok, i think i will be able to sleep now. BYE.
[ 8:56 AM ]
